Abundance

I recently found myself in an impossible financial situation with the only way out being bankruptcy. I know there is a lot of stigma about this solution to money issues.

I seem to have a problem with money these days. Yesterday I actually had to visit a food bank because of my money situation. Can you please offer me some insight on this?

Is lack of abundance, sometimes necessary as a life's purpose? I seem to go round in circles and never get ahead. I desperately have been seeking my own answers spiritually, but without insight. Can you shed some light for me? (4 minutes, 28 seconds)

I and my husband are in a very difficult financial situation. We have so many bills to pay and our combined income is barely enough to get by. (4 minutes, 13 seconds)

I always seem to draw a blank when I seek to understand why I never seem to have enough money to partake of the finer things in life. What is there in me that seems to desire to stay a pauper? (3 minutes, 47 seconds)

My 2 current part time jobs have drastically decreased in income, so I really need to experience prosperity again to pay some bills. I'm trying to stay calm, but wondering how to start up the flow of income and prosperity in my life, until I find my ideal career. Do you have any advice? (4 minutes, 20 seconds)

I grew up in a very large (15 children all together) chaotic household. It was, for lack of a better term, dysfunctional. Although I have done much work to change my life, my circumstances continue to be that of very little money. I wonder what blocks I have that keep me from living a better lifestyle? (7 minutes, 50 seconds)

What affirmation can someone state everyday that would help them clarify that they truly do love themselves? (5 minutes, 47 seconds)

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By Emily

2010-09-13 02:33:01

Dear Alana, thank you for being, and for holding this space for us. Lots of joy to y'all! Help, I love my family dearly, but get very anxious, closed off and have unbearable symptoms when I feel this way that prompt me to not spend time with my family. I'm in my late 20s. In my early 20s, I went through a family crisis, relied heavily upon spiritual books which I believe stifled my growth as I didn't venture out and try, with a carefree attitude. I hold or held a lot of anger towards my parents for their involvement in my repressed living and in hindsight recognize that letting go of that anger would have been beneficial. I feel the same today. I love them dearly. I need help letting go of the anger, and standing up for myself when they put me down for still struggling through an anxiety they magnify and make worse by, not recognizing I'll get through, not helping me get the tools to get through it, and by being anxious and cruel themselves. I am not their responsibility. But it is difficult to breathe when people hate you, and you're just trying to survive, and prefer compassion, not fear-based responses. Those are my feelings toward one parent. I feel though, I need to both free and corral myself from anxiety and unbearable symptoms that not only have hindered my development, but I find are having an affect on my younger siblings as well. I am strong. But I'm not recognized for my strengths. And where I am weak, I would like to change. Please help. Thank you.

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