Pets

Hello, I found a little kitten just 2 or 3 months ago in front of my building. Black, dirty, two weeks old and almost dead. It took just a second for me to decide to help it. I took it to the doctor and now it's great, healthy and adorable. But I'm trying to donate her to a loving family that can keep her because I really can't. My house is too small for another pet. I love animals a lot but I can't keep it. I found her another home twice but she's back. She came back every time. Not by herself but the people decided suddenly that it was too much responsibility. Why Alana? Why won't this cat just go away? I care very much about her and she is just lovely but scary at the same time. If I think about the two important people in my life that I have lost since I got this little sweet cat. I can't help but wonder if it is just coincidence? Am I meant to keep it? Should I stop being paranoid?

When animals pass on what happens? Why do we experience such deep grief when a loving pet departs the physical world? If they are a guide and they have given so much will we meet again?