Self-Expression


I'm starting to wonder if I am going to be alone for the rest of my life, which does seem depressing. Can you tell me why I have been this way and if this situation (meaning the no-friends, no-love situation) will change? (3 minutes, 06 seconds)

My question is, do I work part time and continue the search that has already lasted 10 years? Or, do I accept that my daily work will never bring be any form of joy or happiness. I know the heart answer, but the reality of it is impractical.

I feel an urge to make a difference and feel that helping is part of my life path. I sure could use some personal coaching on how to find more ways to be effective. (3 minutes, 14 seconds)

Within myself, I can feel incredible creativity. Yet, it is so hard for me to get myself moving and actually creating in the physical. It is like it all lives within me and spins.