…what you experience as a dark cloud is a deeper intent to shift your perceptions, and it is already beginning to shift.
Question: I have found myself in a place where I feel drawn to a certain profession which would allow me to utilize my talents while guiding and helping others.
I recently took a trip to Sedona. There I encountered a few individuals who did not know me.
They consistently asked me questions that lead me to believe that they were guides giving me a message from a higher power to go for it.
I also had my tarot cards read while I was there. The card reading unveiled that I will be incredibly successful on my career path. Also, I will combine my healing, teaching, and presenting abilities to reach the masses.
I feel this so deeply in my soul. However, I am blocked. I feel intense darkness has leeched onto me. I have felt this for about five years now. When I try to get started developing my career I lack follow-through.
I physically and emotionally feel drained. The best way for me to verbalize the feeling is that a dark, still cloud is over me. I actually sense that a dark spirit has latched onto me or that I have been the focus of a negative act of some type.
Please let me know what feeling you get from this. Please help me break through these chains. Your spiritual guidance is really appreciated.
Resolving Conflicted Aspects of Self
Answer: Hello, dear one. Thank you for your question. Alana appreciates that you brought it forth and I can feel dynamic vibrations within you. Your nature is beginning to sense glimpses of power that exists within you. It also feels that your being has many different aspects or you could call them parts to your nature to help you understand. Within these aspects and parts there exists some disagreement about the nature of success. There is a confusion about what comes along with one’s self as these parts rise elevate to their express your grand being.
So, Alana feels that some of the darkness that exists around you could have something to do with you various internal beliefs within your nature. Some may have explored what they thought success was through observing others.
Some internal decisions may have been made that confusingly state:
Success is connected to power and power is connected to authority, and authority is connected to the action of suppressing others. Or perhaps, that success could be related to pain.
So, I feel within, you are about ready to make a shift by moving into your heart and expanding your awareness and any deep core beliefs that may be holding you back from allowing your light to fully shine.
Alana also feels that as you lighten your vibration, by laughing more and surrendering to things that feel appealing to your joyful aspects, then this lighter vibration will help carry you to experience more of what you want. It will help redefine some of the aspects that are holding onto the limiting of your successes.
So, I really feel that some of what you experience as a dark cloud is a deeper intent to shift your perceptions, and it is already beginning to shift.
This shift can help you determine that success is really about sharing light and love. You know, we co-create with what we experience, yes? We co-create with the energies within us as well.
As the energies within us that sometimes appear as paralyzed or stifled are exposed to light, love, and laughter it can help them transform and willingness to embrace more light helps create a more functional experience. These energies will show up with more willingness to move toward the success of what your future actually looks like it and would like to become.
You are already showing signs of your life purpose and your mission. Yes!
I feel that as you:
create a declaration within you,
allow these energies to be present,
bring them into your heart so that they can feel your true essence,
shine love on them,
show them compassion,
recognize that their desire was to keep you safe,
and then embrace them with love…
I feel that they will come along and then will know how to energize you to become the success that your desire so wishes.
So, play with this information a little bit, dear one. I do not feel an external vibration has any control over you. I feel that you have all within you that is necessary to support a shift into abundant creativity and success. Thank you, dear one.